for the past few days, or maybe the past week,

i feel like im at the bottom of this pit.
and i felt helpless.
not loved.

i thought u would be here to provide assurance.
and pull me up again.
even though i didnt tell you. but i guessed u would figure it out from my writings.
but no, i guess it didnt show.

all i need .
is for assurance.

sorry i've changed to a different person.

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gonna go out for a walk alone later.
will do me good.