INSANELICIOUS.=x

todae normal dae again.plae bball and stuff.at first went to sch first to find t and zw ma.but then they r not there lo.so went out of sch again..and called them lo.was sorta suprised tt they r late.they usually arent late.erm.they r NEVER late.=x haha.then called t de hp.but zw listen.dumb rite?-.- then he sae they kena accident larr.was shocked to hear tt larr.then when zw wanna meet me tt time..saw nette and her mum shopping.and its shopping for GROCERIES.=x haha.when saw nette ar.she was like a maid like tt lo.haha.beri funny.then went to sch.plae and plae.but still no ppl come.so damned sians lo.finally rx came lar.then wanna call jj lo.but then he sae late lerr.dun wanna come.so we lied to him..sae plae full court.oni person missin is him la.wah liews.then he come straight nias.we were like laughing and laughing lo.wait for him to come lerr.then went to cc.plaed wif the ppl there larr.got one old man lo.so plae match wif them.then..not beri fun larr.we nvr out in effort to plae properly lo.u got see ppl stand still while their opponent is like shooting OPENLY? liews.-.- aniwaes..oni got in 1 ball for the team..but managed to snatch the ball for them larr.so considered not beri good larr.wadever.=x plae lerr.saw yx come lo.sians la.alwaes plae lan wif the other peeps.guys are just guys.then plae match again and again lo. wah laos.i really felt tired liaos ma.then they keep saeing wanna plae and plae and plae.=x but wad to do? hais.so plae lo.

dunnoe larr.i just felt not so good just now lo.so maybe my attitude not beri good lo.dunnoe why larr.kept feltin tt i am sooo lousy.even after plaein for like how many yrs..my skills are oni based on shooting de lo.defence..no good..liews.then i oso think tt i actually shldnt be plaeing wif them larr.like wad for making a fool out of myself wif those bball players tt r better than me? the feeling sucked man.it really SUCKED. somehow..didnt sae it out larr.and tried not to show it out.besides..ppl dun feel the wae i do.=x sometimes ppl can get realli sensitive. by doin certain actions..they tot tt 'ohh.he/she will not mind de larr.jkin oni wadd!' but they actually didnt noe how much the person mind..liews.i just cant stand it larr.ppl might sae tt 'u r just being sensitive' but the feeling is tt wadd.=x wadever larr. am really really tired lerr. maybe i just sucked.i think i DO.

oh btw.i felt so much better spilling all this out.maybe i shld do this more often.=x