was at the wedding lunch earlier .

pretty short reception , but its okay overall.

lol.

beautiful bride , funny groom.



didnt scatter the flowers towards the couple lol.

cant bring myself to.





and i was still thinking how my wedding would be like .

lol.

how fucking naive.



i should just forget bout the wedding shit.

remain single.

lol.



thats what i want from the start anyway.

nothing i do would be enough to make up for anything .

lol.

i feel so sad and whatever inside,
i just wanna curse out loud.

last time.





i am only human.