at this point in time, i feel as though i need you more than you need me.

you meant everything to me ..

but what bout me?

i am human too.

i've ignored my feelings for too long.

everything that i do now is for you..

im sorry i got hurt , and it hurts you too.

i feel really lonely at this time.

honestly, i hope everything is real.

cause sometimes i cant even tell if its real.

gotta stop being naive.

nobody needs me .

haha.

how do i even celebrate the 7th when everything is just so fucked up.

if only u know why im doing it.

at that moment at the beach , ive lost everything .

i just wanna die honestly..

im so tired.

no purpose, nothing .

dumped just 3 days before my wedding day.

i have nothing left.