i've always held on to the faith that i'll see you soon , and i really have a boyfriend.

now i dont .

ever wondered why im distant? why u feel like i dont love you?

i felt like you were angry and upset with me over every single thing.

like today, i just wanted to stay abit longer and thats bout it.

but no, you got upset.

its fine, maybe its my fault.

but you used fuck you on me?

you never used it.

and you just broke my heart again.

but then again, its my fault.

its always my fault.

its concert day.

i feel different. no kiss , no happiness.
why?


we can only communicate through words.
if you cant feel me or believe me ,
how do we survive?

its slowly fading away.
every single thing and memory.


i guess we've both forgotten.

i really am sorry.

my eyes are really tired.. look like some freak now.

goodnight world. 3 more days to concert.

im always at fault.