happy birthday, shan (:
im feeling so much better.
but i guess all things comes with a price .
lol.
i missed out on sch work , and trainings.
its time to catch up tml.
=D
TBG training from 10pm till past mdnight.
dope shit.
im so excited.
hahaa.
=D

and oh.
i had a very weird dream just now.
dreamt i was in dance orientation.
LOL.

-
i wonder how your battle went.
come online soooooon
(:

i cant believe it man.
i've been sick since sunday.
and im not even recovered yet.
now my voice's distorted,
my nose so blocked until my ears are blocked too,
and i feel like im gonna faint.
:(
and im not being drama mama.
its already twice i actually cabbed home.
and i DONT cab home normally.
lol.

gg for ytd audition is actually a mistake.
it causes my fever to go up.
-.-
and it never went down.
LOL.
and yes i've been cheated man.
i ate bitter chocolates, and i realised that my fever went down.
but as i ate more, my voice became more distorted.
and my fever didnt go down.
and now?
there's smth down my throat.
i think an ulcer or smth.
-.-

im feeing damn irritated.
the more i dance now, the sicker i become.
wtf.
and i miss trainings.
:(

im off for a nap now.
be back later for james.
and to catch up on my work.

yes i know i shld be resting.
LOL.

(:

its amazing how this world works.
i dont want to say anymore cause its funny when its like your blog, and people
reads and comment feeling displeased.
im not gonna say anything.
i feel like i shouldnt have helped you in the first place?
i just feel like im a dumb fuck trying to help u earlier on.
LOL.
-

im disappointed.
its just in general.
LOL.
-

dance was good.
auditions were fun.
and i love raaz's choreo man!
i hope i get in, cause its really fun.
ahhaa.
LOL.
i hope junior jasmine had fun.
time to open up yo!=D
haha.

im still sick.
38 deg today.
:(
and now 37.5.
please go away.
i felt like puking when i take my med.
zzz.
-
gin's choreo is tough.
i hope i can catch up with the rest.
LOL.
and yes, i can do it.
=D
haha.

we dont need to prove anything to anyone.
for we know whats right and whats wrong.
and we dont have to account to anybody.
(:

its amazing how you actually swept me off during this past month.
from concert day , up till now.
it seems like a long time.



i always used to think that i dont need that someone there for me,
and im always sick and tired of seeing my friends quarrel with their boy.
i thought its better if i could always be there for them.
to seek solace after they quarrelled with their boy,
and i like it when after a few days, or maybe hours, when they tell me that everything's fine.
(:



its when i met you.
i feel im experiencing things which i've never really did before.
questioning why did u do this for me, and that.
and the feeling i've gotten?
it had never been sweeter than this.
i thank you too,
for being there for me,
even though not physically.
i can feel you, with me, all the time.
and i await the day where we can finally meet.

i hope you do too.(:



i dont care what she says bout you ditching her and being with me
and whatever.
i seriously dont care.
yes, she might be looking at my blog now.
but anyway,
its our rship now.
LOL.

i say those words because i love you too.
and i wanna try to protect you from the fucked up world.
i tried.
i hope i did.
haha.
(:

i love you.
and thank you.
very much.
=D