today was super tiring.
and i meant SUPER.
had gone to sch consecutively at 9am.
and all the way to at least 2 in the afternn.

CSA's marks was disappointing.
because i expected myself to get a B.
and its 1/2 mark tt made me unable to get a B.
wtf.
i got 34.5/ 50.
1/2 mark more lei!
wahhhhh.
feel damn pain.
hahaha.=x

econs was super painful too.
LOL.
i got 79/ 100.
ONE MORE FREAKING MARK TO AN A.
WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH=\

wah laos.
really damn idiotic.
but well, wad to do?
LOL.

had light snack with alison as both of us are nt damn hungry.
caught up alot and realised alot of stuff i didnt noe myself.
anw, i didnt noe people will hate me de lei.
ahahaha.=x

LCOMM was bad.
were busy arguing bout our grp members.
sian.
and sad to say, i didnt skip APEL.
LOL.
totally regretted it.
ahaa.
=x

went only for mtv.
was damn fun.
except tt takopachi probably had killed some people during warm ups.
LOL.

touch it ; busta rhymes.
lol.
super nice la.
i like the choreo.
ahhaa.
and well, its easy to cathc, but difficult to do it.
cause of the beat.
anw, had loads of fun.
but then ah.

takopachi is super mean la.
hahas.
we were supposed to face each other during the choreo.
so we faced each other.
before tt i said ; ' wah stressed~'
and then he said ; ' wah u sure cnt make it le la. sure 1st step wrong de.'
so i was like ; ' orh okay wun stress! ahah.'
then when we started doing.
until taki suddenly shout my name;
' joey! look at me!'
i was super concentrating la!
and then i go like ' huh?! CANNOT!=X'
and then i go haywire liao.
cant continue my steps.
and he kept laughing la.
so the last move was like, u have to punch.
so i dunnoe how he did it, but the last pose,
he adjusted himself such tt he will punch me.
and he NEARLY punched my face.
its tt close.
LOL.

but was damn damn fun.
he made me feel damn happy.
even though u shldnt when someone is bullying u.
LOL.
but tt really made me feel happy.

then had dinner with limin,
and i saw my red haired girl with her boy.
wearing the buanged specs.
wahahaha.
aft tt left for home le lor.
LOL.

tml will be caleb's class and then visiting.
would be back to ks to take vpop.
so sorry bryan.
LOL.
=X

im happy today.
for today only.
because LSM proj was done fairly well.
and my hard work and late nights are paid off.=D

skipped lec cause of LSM again.-.-
but well,
the presentation progressed smoothly.
and in the end, he commented tt we were competent.
and tt we delivered our information well.
and then he gave us a grade of B-.
which is GPA 3.0.

and tts good enough for me.
=D

after tt went to WS with eunice.
had great talk with her.

aft tt was studio.

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the choreo was fun la.
' last night' ; p diddy.
lol.
thought i did quite well.
considered its a continuation class,
and i learnt everything at one go.
similar to fusion on sats.

after class,
did some choreos.
by taki.
lol.
jocelyn and iris was at studio practising their dance steps for this sat's com.
hope they win or smth.
=D

hahaas.

did uncle's warm ups just now.

feels so good doing his warm ups.

it feels like uncle's standing at the front and goes ; ' double time!'

and when we do it,

i really feel uncle's there, doing it with us.

i really felt his presence.

we oso realised tt we forgot the sequence to some of his steps.
uncle must be thinking ;
wei! my warm ups v standard one lor!'
and starts sniggering at us.
lol.

had bubble tea from 2nd floor.
and then was talking alot bout pop and lock's freestyle.
hahas.
told yn bout hiphop freestyle.
so maybe one day i'll teach her how to freestyle
and she can teach me how to freestyle for pop and lock.=D

tml will be sch till 4pm.
decided to skip pohbee's APEL.

would be visiting uncle on thursday.
me and yn is gonna treat uncle to bubble tea.
hope he'll like it.=D

anw, lucks to yn for her com!=D

today LSM test was sucky.
not tt i didnt prepare for it.
simply cause im not in the mood for it.

POM tut was good.
lifted my spirits a lil by my red haired girl and petty.
not forgetting denise too.
somehow they made me forget of all the probs i have now.
and the rough patch im gg thru now.

didnt really eat during lunch.
no appetite somehow.
decided to do LSM presentation.
met alvan in the canteen.
and thanks alot dude.
for your encouragement even thou i dun really noe u tt well yet.

CSA was good.
because its ms kun lecturing.
decided to keep quiet and listen to lect.
suprisingly i understood what she was saying.
had a chocolate bar.
to relieve stress and liften my spirits.
however, shijie and the rest didnt come for lec.
they couldnt make it in time.

POM lect was terrible, in fact.
though there were laughters here and there.
i felt damn tired.
because tt fake ' limpohbee' with the yellow ' a-go-go' skirt
is droning off with a fake accent.
god.
anw finished and wenta complete lsm.

stayed in sch till 7 plus.
and went to have sharing session with my rehd haired girl
at the busstop.

we sat there for 2 hrs.
and time flies.

anw wanted to help andy with his choreo.
since the competition is on saturday.
but well,
i cant help cause of some reasons.
jiayou anw.=D



tml's another brand new day.

hmm.

i miss having to go to simei by 6pm every monday.

i knew he will miss the class too.

A girl cries not because she is weak,
She cries not becasue she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt,and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

this is exactly how i felt.