tcher's day

yeahs.todae tcher's dae lor...quite fun in sch larr.the ACES was boring..though the steps were quite nice.=x haha..hmm..then went back to class lo...wah liews...mrs chua is like so angry lor.cox we took the class tee inside the class ma.then she angry tt we still complain bout the tee size ma.then some of us nvr pay money yet.tts y she angry lor...then rush to the staffroom to find her lor..yeh..but she okie lar.aniwaes...the concert is quite nice too.exotica was like so nice..but the prob wif them is tt they oni noe the genre of hip hop.too bad they nvr join dance lar.haha...well..next yr...chi new yr and tcher's dae will be modern dance turn.=p hmm..then went back to epps.not mani ppl went back larr.i oni saw wei li..ahmad..chris..amirul..like tt oni lo..then mdm tan was like so busy..haha..hmm..nth much larr.after tt went out lo..bought 2 pairs of earrings! haha..was so happi..and a hairband too.=x hmm..gtg lerr.=)

life.

seems weird isnt it? haha.life is so unpredictable.u can nvr noe how life brings u to where u r now.yeahs..maybe tts a little too chim.haha..hmm..nth larr.just wanna write bout how i feel lor...not feeling too well.hmm.then i realli dunnoe wads up wif me larr.i hab alwaes tot tt i m strong.but yet i can sucuumb to this type of feeling.so..am i realli wrong bout myself? i dunnoe.i cnt even ans this qn myself.hais.wad on earth is goin on? i realli wanna sae it out.but no matter how i wanna sae it out..i still cant be able to sae it.wth.how? someone just gib me some idea on wad to do can ma? haiyo.i realli cnt take it animore.life is realli boring.habin to go through the same routine everydae.everyweek. wadever larr.wah liews.i dun care. i wanna share a song.haha..it just sae my feeling out.=x i really need someone to be there for me.but will the person be y0u? i dunn0e.
kelly clarks0n ; because 0f y0u.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

shit.

omg.seriously,i think im in love. yeahs.i think i realli am in love.wadever it is.aniwaes...todae went for bball in the morning lor...keep sneezing when meet zw tt time..dunnoe y larr.but just kept sneezin.someone scolding me behind my back? haha.=x hmm..then reach bball court tt time..everibody reach le lor.yi xiang and terence was there.hmm..yi xiang was early lor.reach there...then actualli got games dae de lor.but in the end dun hab lor.then wanna plae.but tt mr seong dun let us plae lor.haiyo.he beri ma fan lehs.then dun care him larr.after he leave then we plae lor.hmm...plae and plae..then suddenly mr tan come lor...he sae he come sch do smth..then in the end plae match lo.haha. he dao larr.call him dun wan ans me.then he call me must ans him lor.-.- but aniwaes...jj and yy came todae...yy was so -.- haha..hab long hair larr.then use hairband.hhaa.but he is funny larr.then sasin oso come.weird lor.hmm..nth larr.plae match and stuff.then saw sharmila again.took her for a ride.haha.she was like screaming.and tt raja looked at me.=x haha.hmm..then plae match again lor.time passes beri fast larr.after a while then become 12+ lor...then ride the bike lor.borring.hmm..then ming kuang came lor..he finished his cip lerr.then come back plae bball lo.hmm.then he sae he go orpahange then fight wif kids.lols.but he funny larr.hmm..time to leave lerr..then decide on where to eat lor.the rest wanna go central eat lor.then joyce sae wanna go got air con place ma.so we went to lp eat lor.haha.then when leaving tt time wanna ask terence to fetch me de.but tt stoopid zw larr.snatch my place lor.at first terence wana fetch me de lor.wah liews.then joyce go my hse plae billiard larr.then tt terence ar.ask him go my hse plae.but tt ming kuang dun wanna come larr.he idiot larr.aniwaes...was quite fun larr.but well...still hab one more week to hols! bear wif it! haha....and back to the im in love thingy.haha....i realli in love wif 'him' larr.'he' is like so sweet lor.cute even larr.and i just fell in love wif 'him' haha....well..u can guess the 'him' isit a guy or a thing.it might be a thing.haha..happy guessing!=x

time passes..

whoa.time really passes so fast mans.one week is gonna be over soon...hmm.this week was not bad larr.quite unexpected though.haha..tues we hab pe..was fun cox plaed soccer..haha.then on wed..got f&n practical lor..hmm..did well for my sponge cake.though it turned out like pancake like tt.=x hmm..then after sch plae bball lor.its like i finally find a dae where i can plae bball other then sat.=x my junior's friend lend me the bball lor..then we plae match together..quite fun larr.then terencer and zw they all was there lor.same larr.they plae their own..hmm..my skills were not bad larr.then mingkuang go pierce his ear sia..not bad larr.but he after 1 dae then change to stick lor..its like quite fast larr.then i help him put in the ear stick lo. haha..he scare pain sia.haha...hmm..then took a rest..tok to valerie they all when suddenly got 1 soccer ball hit my face lor.im like.fuck larr. cox i like totally blur lor..didnt know wad hit me..hmm..then my ear tt side a little bit swollen larr.then got mark lor..then when go back to sch on thurs..grace keep calling me nelly.-.- haha.wadever larr.jus happy tt it is goin to be sat soon.=)

wonderful.=)

haha...todae is sat! lols. morning went for bball lo.when reach bus-stop,i was the first to reach! haha...at least i wasnt late..after sitting for 3 mins...tt zw came lor..haha...he tot he was late..well..i was just glad tt i m not late.=x then reach sch lerr..as usual.terence was there first. then plae for awhile tt mr seong kaypo kaypo go to the bball court lor.saw us and ask us to go to G.O to ask for permission.im like .... aha..then dun care him larr.walk ard sch then saw sharmila....she was like waiting for raja lo.so...tok to her...then tt terence and zw keep making me lar.-.- then ask her plae bball wif me and the rest lor...so went to bball court..see terence and zw plae lor...until mingkuang come lioas..then borrow his bball to plae..haha....sharmila oso plae lor..and she is like so pro lor...she still can do layup man.haha..plae and plae lor...then went to borrow zw de bike and ride ard..sharmila stand behind the bike..then i ride her ard lor.first time i so pro can fetch ppl..haha.but then we keep laughing like mad larr.was fun though.then ks come lerr.so plae horse lor....haha..was fun lor.except tt tey noe my layup not beri gd still purposely go do layup.lucky terence helped me.=) then it started raining lo.waited for awhile b4 goin back and plae.by tt time..rx come lerr...haha...then zw dunnoe y larr.wanna go to buy drinks..then he wanna fetch me larr. cox i got phobia ma..then i like scared larr...then zw and ks fighting over to fetch me..im like..-.- aniwaes..ks fetch first then zw fetch.haha..but im like practically screaming all the way there larr.tt stoopid zw keep scaring me larr.haha..but aniwaes his ear suffered alot.=x haha.hmm..then drink lerr..come back...and they all wanna go home le lor.tt terence ar...so hungry sia...quickly rush to central to eat.-.- hmm..then haha..smth happen to the ball court larr...dun wan to sae...but it was damn funny larr.haha..after seing bye...then went home ler lor. but it was fun larr..plaeing bball wif terence they all beri lac de lor.its like..u will forget everything..then enjoy urself de larr.haha..i alwaes hab so much fun on sats.=) u will understand if u plae lor...its like...we alwaes plae ..as though no worries..of course..when time passes..it time to go home larr.hmm...during sept hols...must plae more bball..if not next yr cnt liaos.haha.=)

the weekends are here!

woots! sat is tml! haha...i just love sats..i oso dunnoe y..aniwaes...todae was quite fun larr.cox its fridae wadd.=x then got back our maths class test.whoa.i actually passed mans.=x haha..its so RARE. hmm..then nth much larr.just tt i got 19 out of 30 for my eng common test.im like so pissed.all cox of my writer's block on tt dae..then i get this type of marks.then she sae can be published in the book wadd.im like so disappointed tt she didnt choose me.hai..wad to do? then quite some things happened to my friends lor.its like i gib them advice.yet the things still happens.boring isnt it? haha.wadever larr.tml will be bball for me...and pls dun remind myself tt i hab tonnes of hmk waiting for me.. oh yah! tt SUPERSTAR thingy is tota0ally KEL0NG. KELLY WILL WIN.=X

tired.

todae was such a tiring dae.=x hab 4 peri0ds of f&n..but then tcher last min nber come.but then still hab to revise for maths test lor.hmm..then maths lesson was like such a drag...after tt hab recess at a later time..was quite fun...as we toked and laughed like noboy business like tt....tok bout teeth.weird rite? haha....tok bout how we pull teeth..then we laugh at each other larr.then after tt..hab poa lor...and tt nazri told me bout some stuff....haha....was quite pissed off wif raja oso. cox during physics..mr lim scoldin nick ma.then he still tok so much..so im like,can u just shut up?' then he sae back me tt i like nick or wadever..so i got angry lor.its just like he is accusing me of liking him..and u noe..this type of thing can be quite sensitive lors.then after sch he came and ask me if im angry..haha. then maths test was quite easy.cox im scared tt my reasons will be wrong.aniwaes..after tt filing lo.quite long lehs.from 3 all the way to 4+...quite long lor.hmm...then went home le lor.quite tiring..then went home heard some stuff tt i obviously dun wanna hear bout.but wad to do? =x. i just dun understand.am i tt strong and independent to many people? sometimes i just dunnoe wad to do oso lor.its like many ppl come up to me...asking me to help them wif probs..but hab anione tot of how i solve my probs? of course i can solve it myself.but its just so painful to keep it all to myself.im sick and tired.i just wanna be likw other gurls tt could share their probs with friends and stuff.but somehow i couldnt.i just could nort....

too bored.

LOL. really too bored larr.tts y update blog lor.haha.hmm....todae..quite okays larr.except tt joyce didnt come to sch lor.and she is resting at home..hmm..wondering how she is lor.aniwaes..habin mood swing sial.at first when go sch damn moody.but when studying...im like laughing and playing wif shamila,angie and the rest.=) hmmm..then chem results were out..i got 15 AGAIN. its like i tyco tyco pass sia.haha....but other ppl were not tt lucky..and oh yah...this morning saw jh.then when walking tt time i saw her ma..then ask the rest to walk faster lor.haha..and agie was like 'hu u all tokin bout?' and i ask her to turn ard..then she saw she was like OMG.hahaa...then i said..wahh..early morning see dirty thingy..then we laughed all the wae back home.-.- after sch..met michelle for a short walk walk...then we sat down and tok beri long...we nvr so long tok like tt le lor...im like..wow.=) then she told me alot of stuff tt i didnt noe...hmm..realli missed those daes where we tok everythin under the sun.=) okays..nth much lerr.asking joyce how she is now.=)

stead.vs.no stead.

yeahs.writing this while watching fireworks outside my window.isnt is wonerful where u can watch fireworks without habing to leave the hse to the crowd at the site? hahaa..no nid to squeeze in between aunties and wailing babies.but then i would love the atmosphere present.=x aniwaes...see my heading? was wondering that when i went to orchard todae..saw many many couples..so it jux popped in my head lor.from the point of a single..of course its better but it is oso no gd lor..like in times where u faced troubles and loneliness,of course u would wan someone other then ur frien to jux gib u a big cuddle..but then..think again.while quarreling..hu will win? hu will gib in? will u promise ur stead wun cheat on u? yeahs..all these must be taken into consideration.LOL.yeahs..i hab experienced many times where i dun hab anione by my side....whatever it is..those hab stead must cherish okays? it will do u good..if not u will bear the consequences when u dun hab stead.=x oh btw..i met the project superstars todae at ngee ann! they looked so gd..esp.kelly and junyang..im totally mesmerized by him..omg..hhaaa..

angry.angry.angry.LOL.

LOL.things are happening so fast man.its like after national day celebrations,there are tests and stuff like tt lor.then of course the major test is geo lor.wah liew.studied for like so hard 1 dae b4.and if i realli dun pass.i hab nth to sae lor.=x then yeahs...the same matter again.he tried explaining.yeahs..but of course i will not wanna listen.aniwaes..if i listen oso no use lor.it doesnt make a difference.-.- so yeh..tts all larr.but yupps.things are getting more interesting day by day.=)

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argh.=x

LOL.dunnoe.dunnoe.dunnoe.well.this word hab been goin thru my head for like the whole dae.and by the end of the dae,i still cnt get an ans.wad is this man.? haiz.i oso dunnoe lar.u see lor.now as im writing this,the word jux pop out on its own.=x im like so sick lor.i noe i've been repeating the incident again and again.but i realli am lost.nobodi seems to be able to gib me the ans tt i want.y like tt? y like this? wad actually happened? this is thru my head all these while.he doesnt noe at all.-.- yeh.maybe jux leave me isolated from you.tts better bahs.i jux hope someone will gib me the ans tt i nid.if not,i will wondering for like dunnoe how mani min..hours..daes..or even months.well,maybe it is just time to move on to him.yeahs.maybe..

[ [ you will nvr n0e h0w i feel right n0w.and i swear you will nvr n0e. ] ]*/

jerks.

ARGH!! all guys are jerks.get what i mean? jerks.repeat after me.j-e-r-k.yeahs.okays.to prevent a ri0t from happening,some guys are jerks.tts better.=x well..based on what i hab experienced todae..i can safely assure all gurls in the world tt guys are jerks.bel0w is an example of me meeting 2 jerks in a dae.-.-

okays.as everibodi noes,todae hab mass run.then after the whole thing,we r supposed to take bus21 back to TM.then on our wae to the bus stop,we met some ppl tt we obviously do not wanna see.but the weird thing is,the more we get further,the closer they come towards us.and im like,-.- can u just stop following us?cant u see we r avoiding u? some ppl are jux slow in reaction.=x i mean.he is a jerk.y cant anibodi see it? esp.the gurl tt sticks to him like a leech.omg.i cnt stand this animore man.and the gurl oso lor.she ar.obviously doesnt noe the meaning of D-I-S-C-R-E-E-T.if u wanna show ur affections to the guy,pls do so privately.not in the public where practically the whole world is watching.LOL.i cnt stand it!! luckily,the bus came..then they took the bus first.and as i watch them go awae..my mind is thinkin 'thank god.' haha..this is just part of it oni..

when we reach TM,my mood was better.u could actually see the flames up my head at the bus stop just now.=x then all of us was like so hungry lerr.went up to pizza hut..oni to find it is full of ppl man.so the person said we hab to wait for 30min before we could get a seat.so we agreed to wait.but after like 15mins of walk ard popular..ours legs just automatically brought us back to pizza hut's entrance.-.- then finally we got a seat.so we ordered our food and started eating.then im not sure if there are alot of ppl or isit tt the waiters are clumsy...there are 5 times where we heard the shattering of glasses.=x im like.whoa.they hab loads of money tt they could spend on shattering glasses.haha.then we realised tt we hab finished our pitch of pepsi.then we wanted to order 1 more.so we order lerr.then it took quite long to come.then we tot maybe we could jux forget it.but the waiter remembered.so he ask another guy to bring the pitcher to us.then its like we wanted to refuse to take it..but then the guy kept asking 'eh.did your order this just now?' we were like dun wanna take ..so after thinkin for just a few secs.we agreed.by tt time he is like rdy to kill us if we dun take it.-.- and since then..he hab been like staring at us lor.i was like..excuse me?stare wad stare? so we finished our food..and as i walk past him i just stare and him and said jerk in front of him loudly.=x so he stared at me.who cares la.then im like so pissed.i mean..at the busstop i met a jerk.dun tell me i met one even when im eating? omg. then grace got this brillant idea.she gave me a commet slip.and so i noe wads she thinkin larr.i jux ticked poor in customer sevice.and under tt category..its like 8 points.so i ticked all poor lo.hhaa.im EVIL.=x aniwaes.this was wad happened.i wrote so long.haha.

okays.so conclusion.seems like all guys i met are jerks.but of course there are guys out there tt r nice.i dunn wanna mention names though.=) but as u can see.some gurls are jux plain blind to depend on guys.i mean..cnt be independent meh? of course gurls want love from the opposite sex.but yeahs.sometimes..gurls shld jux open their big eyes and take a look ard and see for themselves.but of course..im a gurl too...i want to be loved too.but yeahs.i believe i could do better then tt gurl i met at the busstop wif tt jerk todae. hmm..seems like there arent ani guys tt are so called considered 'mr NICE-GUY.' heehee.enuff of my speech.well...hope ppl could comment on this piece.=)

nice.=x

woots! dance performance @elias cc was great!haha...the gurls realli did a great job mans.haha....their hardwork realli paid off man.=x hmm.then when reach there got alot of ppl lor.=)but then they were good.they did their best though.then almost all the seniors were there lor.went there to help and stuff..and suprisingly annice was there.was wondering y she is there la.=x aniwaes...after tt sasin,leonard and another guy went to support the gurls lor.so sweet man!=x hahaha....but the whole performance was quite draggy lar.they gib out alot of prizes lor.and im like,wah liew.can u hurri up tt kind lor.hmm.then nth much lar.whole thingy ended at 11pm.sians.hmm...then fri was the entre fair lo.lower sec de.quite plain la.all took easy wae out.but was quite unhappy larr.cox i saw smth tt im not supposed to see.okays.truthfully,im upset.okay?UPSET.=x haha.not cox of me larr.but of tt person.i dunnoe wad to sae lor.but yeahs.im jux plain upset.i cnt believe wad he hab done man.i mean,such a drastic change in such a short period of time.tts just GREAT.lol.i dunnoe larr.and tt gurl oso lor.i seriously dunnoe wad she is thinkin bout man.still can be tt happy.yeahs.wadever~ i shall not bother or let it affect my mood.aniwaes..was quite concerned over bball team.still dunnoe hu is writin the proposal.i jux wanna help the person out.no other meaning.i just hope tt things will be the same after sin reads tt proposal though.dun wish bball team to be disbanded u noe. hmm.okays.enuff of crapping.tts all lar.todae is catherin de bdae lor.and tml is mass run.gonna take a trophy home to add on to my collection.=)

boring.

hmm.things were boring as usual.somehow,think tt life is jux plain.no excitement or wadever.hais.well..updates on wed and thurs.=)

wed: didnt go sch todae lor.back pain like hell.then went to see a doc at tampines.then he ask me go take x-ray lor.so when i reach the x-ray department,was quite shocked larr.cox its like so mani ppl take lor.haha.then waited for like ages.then the woman ask me to change larr.when come up i like ah soh like tt nias.the gown is soo dman long lor.hhaa.but well..was quite scared la.last time is my father bring me ma.but now mi aunt bring me lor.then waited for the report then went back to see the doc.he sae i sprained my back lor.then the oni exercise i can do is oni swimming.im like.wah liew.wad bout bball.? haha.then gib me medicine lor.wah lau.the med is like no nid money sia.haha.gib me 2 packets and 1 tube of gel to apply.haha.after tt wanna o back to see dance de.but then pain lar.so went back home and rest lor.hmm nth much lar.but well...mani ppl ask me how i am..well..thx for all of ur concerns.=)

thurs: so stressed! todae got 3 tests lor.and i didnt even study for physics.cox i nvr bring the file back! haha..then chem test was like so difficult man.and the chi test..easy larr.haha...then during cme..beri shiok lor.its like..we tok and joked ard..todae seems like got alot of jokes to share like tt lor.haha.well..and i tok alot to maggie too.realised tt she beacme much more mature..and serious too.well...cnt blame her larr.she grow up lerr.but mst learn to relac more lar.looks so fierce when she dun tok.=x[maggie..if u see this..take note ar!=)] hmm..then also discussed some things with her lar.haha.realli enjoyed tokin to her.haha.well..after sch..went home lor.but bout 'him' ar..iu realli dunnoe wad to do lehs.cox he realli make me feel so diappointed lor.didnt realise he is this type of ppl lo.haix..i oso dunnoe wad to sae larr.hmm...nth much lor..next week damn relac.mon got mass run[oso dunnoe if i can run] tues national dae,wed sch hol, thurs then go back sch lor.damn relac nias.=p hmm..well..gtg lerr.cyas.=)

weird.

0kays.updating for 3 daes.=)

mon: things are like so packed lor.todae things were not quite good too.during chem,more than half passed for her test man.its like less than 10 ppl passed lo.when she ask those ppl hu passed to stand up,im like,whoa.=x then todae oso got maths test lo.didnt really study though.last min lar.then she wants the test to start straight after sch lor. then tt change hab MC for 2WEEKS. we at first hear beri happi de lor.but then ms goh sae he got some operation or smth.tts when i pity him lor.=x hmm.i was like so rush man.during recess,didnt eat cox mrs yeoh wanna gib xtra lessons.then after sch got maths test.then straight after tt,rushed off to leader investiture rehearsal.i nvr eat at all lor! i was so suprised tt i can tahan so long nias.=x then ended at 6.30 which we took a cab back home.=)

tues:woots! todae investiture! haha...was quite excited though.but its stoopid durin pe larr.i injured my back.and richard teo still ask me to carry things for him.im like,excuse me? haha. then was so tempted cox the guys get to plae soccer.then gurls plae netball.im like...i wanna plae! lols.then went back to class...maggie collected the pic tt we took in entre fair! haha...its so cute.but it seems like we looked so fat.haha.then after tt the investiture thing lo.my blazor is so huge lo.im supposed to wear s de.but then they sae dun hab.auni took the oni s piece.im like wth.-.- then zw and jj looked great in the jersey tt they are wearing.beri nice lor.haha.then the whole damn thing started like so long man. it started at 1.45 where everibodi shld be released le lor.=x hmm then went upstage to take the cert lor.nth much de lar.and oh yah! the sandwich com..we didnt go after all.cox we nvr prepare at all ma.haha.hu cares lar.then went to central to buy bubble tea with angie.on the wae there, there's an accident tt happened lo.so we kaypo a bit and went there and see.hhaa.then some auntie came and tell us tt the person knocked down is from our sch de lor.lower sec. then we wanna cross the road..suddenly terrence and daniel rode their bikes and smiled at me lor.im like.eh? haha.....then actually wanna get bubble tea from my normal place.but too mani ppl..so went to another stall.haiyo.saw terrence there.asked him where he goin lor.sae he goin somewhere plae bball.haha..he like me liao...bball freak.=x then when he wanna go tt time he said bye to me.and im wondering lor.he nvr tok to me in tt manner.like so gentle like tt.last time he like rough rough tok to me like tt.alwaes suan me de.but he jux sae.'i gotta gobye!' in a GENTLE manner.well.u can imagine tt.im like...huh? okies. then bought lerr.got this 2 PRCS guy walk past.then one called my name guess hu? loh weisong.i didnt see him at all.engrossed wif angie's speech..then he called me.he changed sooooo much! he is much taller.then he is oso more hsome.=x but well.was in a state of shock though when i see him.drastic change man.=) okays.enuff crapping.gtg.cya.=)